Changes Already

So after doing this for 2 days, you would think I wouldn't notice a difference.

I somewhat have. Today I didn't wake up early and I feel like me, yes, but I don't feel as peaceful and happy as I did yesterday. That's weird because yesterday I woke up at 5:15 to my little boy crying. It took him about 20 minutes to settle down and then I decided to just stay up. I felt so tired and probably looked pretty bad too.

The thing is though, I felt closer to God and to my wife yesterday. Not that I'm not close to them now, but you know there are some days that you just are laughing, talking good, and loving your spouse and family more.

When I'm closer to God, I'm closer to my family. I can feel God's love for me and that makes me want to share my love with others. It's how I feel after going to church, especially.

I've heard it explained like a triangle. God, your spouse, yourself each at one point of the triangle. So as I get closer to God, I also get closer to my spouse, as she gets closer to God too. I love my family. Family is what this life is all about.